Thursday, July 31, 2008
Change or Die.
[Notice the full stop after 'die' on the title. Totally signifies you HAVE to pick one. LMAO I love that quote :D Claudian said it in Eutropium]
Things change. For the better and for the worse. I hate change. Mostly. Not in all cases though.
I hate change when it comes to the normal neccessities in life. Like if I was going to the sushi restaurant at SBM I would order what I usually ordered, I'm not up to trying something new.
I like routine. In the mornings I always wake up at the same time cuz of my damn alarm on my cell phone that I set. I totally HATE the song Comatose by Skillet now cuz it's my alarm song. (set to ring at 6:55 A.M.) It's really effective in waking me up. I usually have the same breakfast every morning and I'm out the door at the same time.
You know how you have routines? Like in the morning, you always have an order in which you do things? Wake up, go pee, shower, dress, brush teeth, eat. That kind? It bothers me to break them. Well I do break them if I have to. But I always go back to them.
Anyways I'm just babbling now.
So if I hate change so much why in the world would I want to go to boarding school? Yeah, if you told me I'd be going to boarding school in a month a couple years ago, I would've told you you were crazy.
But then I guess, I just wanted a really big change. I didn't want to be stuck in Shanghai and graduate here and then follow the life my mom has mapped out for me. I didn't want to spend 3 more years here with my oh-so-protective parents.
I want to be able to come home without having to redo my whole look. I want to get away from those weekly lectures my dad gives about stuff that has already been imprinted (Eclipse reference :P) into my mind.
And I guess, boarding school would let me do that. Although it's like.. prep school you know? Like, -shudder- formal dress codes and traditions that type. But hopefully it'll be MUCH better :D Somewhat like the boarding schools you read about in the books.
So this brings me to my point of this blog post:
I'm not coming back to Shanghai before my first break.
My plans have changed, yet again. I leave Saturday for Guilin and then on Monday for Beijing. And Jess will be joining me there on the 9th.
So that means I've got two days left here. Today and tomorrow.
I guess I won't be able to hang out with you guys after all. I'm going straight to America from Beijing. I'll be counting off the days till I can visit in November.
Helen, I can't do the Friday thing with you. I have to do my physical and I have to pack.
-Sigh-. Ima have to pack everything with me. My room will be positively empty after I'm done. Well, not empty. There'll still be stuff all over the place haha.
Jess, you wanna help me pack on Friday? Or it would be more like, you sitting on the bed scarfing down popcorn (extra butter :D) while I throw everything into suitcases. But I want some popcorn too.
Long story short: leaving Saturday, back November.
I'll miss everyone,
K
Things change. For the better and for the worse. I hate change. Mostly. Not in all cases though.
I hate change when it comes to the normal neccessities in life. Like if I was going to the sushi restaurant at SBM I would order what I usually ordered, I'm not up to trying something new.
I like routine. In the mornings I always wake up at the same time cuz of my damn alarm on my cell phone that I set. I totally HATE the song Comatose by Skillet now cuz it's my alarm song. (set to ring at 6:55 A.M.) It's really effective in waking me up. I usually have the same breakfast every morning and I'm out the door at the same time.
You know how you have routines? Like in the morning, you always have an order in which you do things? Wake up, go pee, shower, dress, brush teeth, eat. That kind? It bothers me to break them. Well I do break them if I have to. But I always go back to them.
Anyways I'm just babbling now.
So if I hate change so much why in the world would I want to go to boarding school? Yeah, if you told me I'd be going to boarding school in a month a couple years ago, I would've told you you were crazy.
But then I guess, I just wanted a really big change. I didn't want to be stuck in Shanghai and graduate here and then follow the life my mom has mapped out for me. I didn't want to spend 3 more years here with my oh-so-protective parents.
I want to be able to come home without having to redo my whole look. I want to get away from those weekly lectures my dad gives about stuff that has already been imprinted (Eclipse reference :P) into my mind.
And I guess, boarding school would let me do that. Although it's like.. prep school you know? Like, -shudder- formal dress codes and traditions that type. But hopefully it'll be MUCH better :D Somewhat like the boarding schools you read about in the books.
So this brings me to my point of this blog post:
I'm not coming back to Shanghai before my first break.
My plans have changed, yet again. I leave Saturday for Guilin and then on Monday for Beijing. And Jess will be joining me there on the 9th.
So that means I've got two days left here. Today and tomorrow.
I guess I won't be able to hang out with you guys after all. I'm going straight to America from Beijing. I'll be counting off the days till I can visit in November.
Helen, I can't do the Friday thing with you. I have to do my physical and I have to pack.
-Sigh-. Ima have to pack everything with me. My room will be positively empty after I'm done. Well, not empty. There'll still be stuff all over the place haha.
Jess, you wanna help me pack on Friday? Or it would be more like, you sitting on the bed scarfing down popcorn (extra butter :D) while I throw everything into suitcases. But I want some popcorn too.
Long story short: leaving Saturday, back November.
I'll miss everyone,
K
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