Monday, September 8, 2008

Yes, this is to you again.

Hi you.
That's right, this is to you. And no, it's not going to be any good. I actually hope you're reading this. So some of the things my friends have been telling you will actually sink into your goddamn head.

If I was writing to any other person I would be like, 'so how is school so far'? Except I don't have to ask you that. Nope, I don't. Cuz everything you do I hear about. Hear that? Yup, don't think I don't know what you're doing. So here's everything I want to say to you in 5 words:

You. Fucking. Piss. Me. Off.

And I know you know why I think that way. Oh no, you're not the clueless type. You know exactly what you're doing and what pisses me off even more is that you like it.

Although I don't have any right to limit you on who you want to like. I know I like to scope out hot guys here. But you know what? You don't know anyone here and I know people there. Even if I do get a boyfriend you wont know him and you probably will never meet him. And in your situation? I'll hear about it every fucking day. [Not that I don't mind. It gives me even more reasons to be pissed at you.] And if I visit? I'll be faced with what you're doing every minute I'm there.

Don't you have any brains? Haven't you watched all those taiwanese dramas? And in which one did you find that the guy who flirts with his ex-girlfriend's best friend was a good guy? Yea, none. That's because people who actually have brains don't fucking do that.

So what was I? An obstacle? That prevented you from going to her? Or was I practice? Or was I just there so you could be close to her. Cuz you know what? You're a fucking idiot.

My friends have been telling you what I've basically been telling you. Except you never seem to want to accept it into your idiotic head do you? Oh you're just comfortable where you are.

So basically, what am I? The definition of that saying? Out of sight, out of mind? Is that what I define now? And when I come back? What will you be like? Will you go back to the person that I knew or will I not register in your mind anymore?
We'll see. Actually, I'll see, cuz you know everything perfectly clear in your mind.
[And I hope she's reading this too. Cuz you know what, H? You're being a really good friend right now. Hear that? A really good one. Some way you treat your friends. And I'm also hoping that if you're reading this you'll show it to him. Cuz he needs an awakening.]
So you know what?

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